It's your first day back to college after a week's break; on the way there you think about how much you want to improve yourself, making new resolutions as if it's the new year.
You know how many times you had let your lecturers down in the past term,
and you think to yourself; "It's alright, it's all in the past, I should look towards the future",
then you give yourself a slight smile and a fresh hope of beginning your term with your new self.
What discourages me most are my lecturers themselves... sad to say...
When you enter class, they look at you with the same old look. No matter how much I would pretend I did not see that, they still judge me for what I did in the past. Maybe a little late for some classes especially in the mornings as I have to send my younger brother to tuition which starts also at 9am every morning.
Did they ask or listen to my reasons..? Hmmm... Don't think so.
But what I hate the most is when a lecturer is bias towards his students.
It's not okay for me to come to class 5 minutes late (because of helping solve cousin's printing problems and an opening for a new Hindu temple nearby with a giant elephant at the entrance which attracted even more crowd which clogged up the small little road) but it's okay for another student to come to class 15 minutes late just because she was not late as often as me? WTF?!
And this is only the beginning of the term. Imagine how discouraged you are on your 1st day of class now... new self? hah...
I think I know why students get new teachers for each grade they advance to.
No matter how discouraged I am, I would like to kick my lecturer's ass for being so bias.
I'm going to do his dumb assignments!!! Charge~~~
